读《四千周》

redfrogotr - - 2 mins read

书籍信息:

我在去海南旅行的路上看完了这本书,去的路上看了一半,回来的路上看完了另外一半。这本书对我当前观念的转变非常大,我之前会为自己没有充分利用时间而感到痛苦,但现在我不会这样了,并不是说我变得懒散了(尽管看起来确实是这样),我认为自己不必再慌张了。我慢慢走,慢慢思考,这样就足够了。

Note_20250613

- 2 mins read

13 June Place: HongKong Airport

I travel here. Today is Friday. I’m going to leave my job. My last day for work is 3rd July. I can feel that I am coming back natural life state. Yes, I reallllllllly think work is toxic.

I start to think about my personal possibility. I am very engaging in learning English which I think there are some reasons make my state recover. There are still some other reasons.

随笔_20250525

redfrogotr - - 5 mins read

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我在这周二告诉TL我就要走了,我认为自己终于不用再忍受了,结束了我这阴暗、劳累的工作。这周五和周六因为和前同事吃饭,他们劝我换了部门可能就没有这么辛苦了,我在晚上再次考虑,最终决定——我依然要去远行

随笔_20250518

redfrogotr - - 1 min read

Today I want to talk about state.

Most of us recognize that our emotional state influence our behavior. When we are highly excited, we tend to challenge difficult goals. When we feel sad or mentally depleted, we may prefer to do nothing and even experience emotional pain. As a result, we often strive to maintain a positive state of mind. However, when I have free time, such as Sundays, I sometimes find myself uncertain about what I should do. I am aware that this may be considered a non-question, yet the dilemma persists: How should I use my free time?

随笔_20250517

redfrogotr - - 1 min read

I think most of us are poisoned deeply by work. One of key reasons is that we have become distracted and addicted to stimuli. I am the example. I am always in a hurry and overwhelmed by worry about tasks that have tight deadlines. I feel exhausted every day when I get home yet I still want to watch short-video on Bilibili or Rednote to relax. And I find my colleagues have the same habit. But on Saturdays when I am free, I do not feel the urge to engage in this behavior. Because I encountered this kind of situation many times, I already know how to handle it. However, I still believe that work is toxic.

现在是周末,我再一次经历思想被冲击的时刻,我看到豆瓣有人在批评它的观点毫无价值,打上“民科民哲”的标签,但我不这么认为,即使书的观点是错误的,但骑摩托车的这段旅程在我看来意义非凡,这是一个“我们不被人打扰,慢慢深入思考的过程”。当思考的愈来愈深入的时候,我们总归会提出一些激进、或是让人极为兴奋的观点,观点可能是错误的、或不完善,但思考百分百值得。

平静、禅和心

在路上的红青蛙 - - 4 mins read

我再次谈论工作,因为我的工作时间很长,我日常生活的所思所想也自然地与工作相关,但是我,又不情愿如此,我希望将工作与生活切割,因为在生活中,我有能力找寻到一些有趣的事。这里便出现了矛盾,想找一些东西,却又没有时间,更深一层的,是工作很难让我在空闲时间安静地思考,于是,我开始找寻应对的方法,以让自己有精力了解工作之外的事。

读《蝇王》

- 1 min read

豆瓣《蝇王》

书读起来还不错,比较剪短和充满寓意,故事涉及的也很精巧,很推荐越多。

书是一方面,看书的状态是另一方面,自己经过了一段浮躁时间,终于在下午终于再一次进入了平静的状态,心像是安静下来。我之前也进入过这种状态,它让我觉得对当下很满足,不再贪婪地追求多巴胺,而是平静但充盈地感受当下。当我感觉读书很快时,我自然地放慢速度,体会着每一个字,这时感觉每一句话更有精神起来,自己的思维也开始自然地发散,联想到种种可能性。这时的自己也是明显乐观的,愿意进行各种尝试。

2025清明北京

- 3 mins read

我跟女朋友因为异地见面时间很少,清明假期我们约好一起去北京玩,我很珍惜我们在一起的时间,又因为工作很忙的缘故,我把假期视作少有的休息时间,这是一段非常愉快的旅程。

Rust 学习感受

- 4 mins read

这篇文章拖了很久,我准备写,然后每周都在拖延,我从24年9月份到现在陆陆续续把The Rust Programming Language看完了,我最初打算写一篇 Rust 学习总结的笔记,但是因为时间线拉的太长,很多知识点已经记不清了,回过头再学一遍的意义并不大,所以,我把要求放低,只打算写一篇个人感受的文章,将其视作里程碑,也准备开始下一阶段的学习。