Conflicts of Personal Plan

Conflicts of Personal Plan

Writing helps me organize my mind and think clear.

When I lived with myself, I had many whimsical thoughts about other people that I suppose representing sufficient possibilities. Now, after living two weeks with my relatives, my mind has changed. What I want to do and I can do has changed. I start to connect with my relatives and think in a way that is more similar to them. Original thoughts and plans have changed. I realize that reluctant emotion emerges. We influence others, vice versa.

When environment changes, taking action in a optimistic way is my current strategy. I just change what I can change, and push it toward better direction that I think it is. I must accept the status quo first, and then transform it or optimize it. Constant state is impossible. The ability to rapidly adjust to new changes should be exercised.

Jan 26, 2026

Biechu Cafe, Kaifeng