June 2025 Review(Momentous)

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I know making a decision is always hard. Because we don’t know what will happen in the future. We love certainty. It’s acceptable if we consider this is a kind of not-bad lifestyle. However, reality is not matched with my current working state. So I have to change. I seek the call.

As I decided to commit my resignation in May 20th, work staff started to gradually decrease. I feel relaxed this month. I just finished work handover. I got a refreshed state that makes me energetic. It is like a dividing line before which I am busy and exhausted employee and after which I am a new person with empty background.

Travelling

I traveled twice. One is going to HongKong with my girlfriend, and another one is going to Wanning in Hainan with all my teammates. Both of them have left unforgettable memories. I am not this kind of people who love traveling and is glad to spend time traveling. I am not hot to traveling. But I think traveling is worthwhile. It brings me to visionary motivations that I wouldn’t experience if I stayed around home. Sometimes, traveling makes me forget the version of myself defined by work. My colleagues need vacations more than me. Because they still need to work.

Learning

  1. iOS development: I learned the tutorial for beginners. I have always wanted to learn iOS development. When I don’t have much work to do anymore, the free time suits for starting this new project.
  2. Reading(two books):
    1. Shoe Dog
    2. 4 Thousand Weeks
  3. IELTS English exam: I started to prepare for it. That is necessary for every students that want to study abroad. This is not easy for me and It will spend some time. I have considered this and I am confident to pass it.

Lessons

  1. I didn’t feel high productivity in the last few days of this month. I stayed in home and learned English for a whole day. I am adapting myself.
  2. To build rituals.